reacting to my old diaries

yeah so i was that certain fourth grader who had like 20 notebooks and glitter pens and boy have i come a long way…

and unfortunately for me – but really * wonderful * for you guys i have more than one to show off

* s i g h s *

you will need to dig me out the pit of embarrassment after this one

𝓁𝑒𝓉’π“ˆ 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒾𝓃

πš›πšŠπš—πšπš˜πš– πšœπš™πšŠπš›πš”πš•πš’ 𝚌𝚊𝚝 πš—πš˜πšπšŽπš‹πš˜πš˜πš”

in my defense i was ten

BIG WHOOP??? why did i write that??

HAHAHAHA. i’m so embarrassed

πš—πšŠπšπšžπš›πšŽ πš“πš˜πšžπš›πš—πšŠπš•

pages for “science camp” in 5th grade

lets just have a moment to ✧ take a deep breath in and deep breath out ✧ and look at my HANDWRITING.

anyways – little backstory: in fifth grade we stayed at a place for a couple of nights ( science camp ). we had nature names and of course i just had to choose ‘cat’ – so original. other people such as leaders / instructors and my classmates had nature names as well thus the names butterfly and ringtail.

🌷 nature scientist in the making 🌷 nope.

yes of course no wonder there were trEEs in science camp ms. obvious

that duck looks so offended im so sorry please forgive me 😦

ok from what i remember we got to follow a path ” by ourselves ” ( so brave ) and there were little activity cards along the path.

i ended up licking a t r e e

-_-

are those trees i see?

wow i became part of the moss club because i licked a tree what an accomplishment

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thankfully that’s all of my nature journal for science camp. i would go hide now but i have MORE

πšπš›πš’πšŽπš—πšπšœπš‘πš’πš™ πšπš‘πš’πš—πšπš’

4th grade = hyper 24/7 me ( stunningly weird )

FASHION. why is there an egg sticker??

diary entry on right side since words are kinda tiny

SHHHH IT’S A SECRET

” it was the middle of the year and we still had a lot of stuff to share about each other. but there are a lot of people that like to listen to our conversations so we needed a secret sport to talk about these conversations. what spot should we talk at? soon we found the hedge and we made that our… secret spot… and we would talk there about things nobody else was supposed to listen

…. SECRET….”

translation on right

” do you remember that we were girl scouts in 3rd grade? we would love to go to girl scouts because it was like a playdate… with you! so cringyy

“remember we once sold cookies together and you told me to shout louder? that was nice of you to not let me get embarrassed” well i’m embarrassed now WHERE ARE YOU

” nobody likes that! thank you “

honestly this was the only other diary entry ( from my side ) in this shared journal with my friend. if you’re wondering just how crazy i was this should give you an idea

[ beware ]

???

πš™πšŠπšœπšœπš’πš—πš πš—πš˜πšπšŽπšœ πšπšžπš›πš’πš—πš πš›πšŽπšŒπšŽπšœπšœ

ahh the good times when 15 minute breaks still existed

3rd grade:

in 3rd grade i was OBSESSED ( look how far i’ve come ) with tetherball. not so many good memories since i ‘smashed’ my nose twice with the ball but fun yay

apparently in these notes my friend had a few guinea pigs ( i couldn’t spell it correctly at the time and still can’t but i have autocorrect on my side haha ). it was a kinda just drama where nugget ( guinea pig ) loved another guinea pig called pogo but pogo hated him. 5/5 stars

” WHAT WERE YOU DOING “ sincerely my friend

” when you gave me a mood necklace friend 1, friend 2, friend 3 got jealous! they were angry at you and me” boohoo 😦

so i am making a bff necklace for them and me. i am hoping they will become my friends again”

” now i’m jealous” sincerely same friend

haha third grade me. very baby. i don’t know if that made any sense at all but in conclusion: > DRAMA <

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random blurb in the same diary from 3rd grade. i’m not even gonna say anything… ahh

“PS MY NAME IS TIGERGIRL NOT TIGERLOVE THAT IS MEAN” – part that got cut off

no words

πŸΈπš—πš πšπš›πšŠπšπšŽ πšŠπš”πšŠ πš’ πšπš˜πš›πšŒπšŽπš πš–πš’ πšπš›πš’πšŽπš—πš 𝚝𝚘 πš πš›πš’πšπšŽ πšœπš˜πš–πšŽ πšŽπš—πšπš›πš’πšŽπšœ

yes i did. i made her write one about me and one about her family :

*sobs* so sweet.

on the right side was an entry where she talked about DIFT which stood for: dinner in front of tv, and 2nd grade me was so annoying that i corrected it from ” DIFT ” to ” DIFOT ” i still hold that grudge. ( jk im sorry )

I WAS SO WISE OMG.

yeah no.

πš’ πš‘πš˜πš™πšŽ 𝚒𝚘𝚞 πš•πšŠπšžπšπš‘πšŽπš 𝚊𝚝 πš–πšŽ

seriously – don’t let my sacrifice be in vain

OK

: ) ehe

as usual never forget to show your support for the Black Lives Matter community no matter the case!

List of Petitions

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Major list for BLM protests, petitions, and resources to educate yourself

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Petitions on issues around the world ( don’t donate to change.org itself )

if you have any other links for BLM + other major issues going around the world please comment them down below and i will add them!

and of course never forget that you are a beautiful person and you are worth it ❀