reacting to my old diaries

yeah so i was that certain fourth grader who had like 20 notebooks and glitter pens and boy have i come a long way…

and unfortunately for me – but really * wonderful * for you guys i have more than one to show off

* s i g h s *

you will need to dig me out the pit of embarrassment after this one

𝓁𝑒𝓉’π“ˆ 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒾𝓃

πš›πšŠπš—πšπš˜πš– πšœπš™πšŠπš›πš”πš•πš’ 𝚌𝚊𝚝 πš—πš˜πšπšŽπš‹πš˜πš˜πš”

in my defense i was ten

BIG WHOOP??? why did i write that??

HAHAHAHA. i’m so embarrassed

πš—πšŠπšπšžπš›πšŽ πš“πš˜πšžπš›πš—πšŠπš•

pages for “science camp” in 5th grade

lets just have a moment to ✧ take a deep breath in and deep breath out ✧ and look at my HANDWRITING.

anyways – little backstory: in fifth grade we stayed at a place for a couple of nights ( science camp ). we had nature names and of course i just had to choose ‘cat’ – so original. other people such as leaders / instructors and my classmates had nature names as well thus the names butterfly and ringtail.

🌷 nature scientist in the making 🌷 nope.

yes of course no wonder there were trEEs in science camp ms. obvious

that duck looks so offended im so sorry please forgive me 😦

ok from what i remember we got to follow a path ” by ourselves ” ( so brave ) and there were little activity cards along the path.

i ended up licking a t r e e


are those trees i see?

wow i became part of the moss club because i licked a tree what an accomplishment

➷ ➷ ➷ ➷ ➷

thankfully that’s all of my nature journal for science camp. i would go hide now but i have MORE

πšπš›πš’πšŽπš—πšπšœπš‘πš’πš™ πšπš‘πš’πš—πšπš’

4th grade = hyper 24/7 me ( stunningly weird )

FASHION. why is there an egg sticker??

diary entry on right side since words are kinda tiny


” it was the middle of the year and we still had a lot of stuff to share about each other. but there are a lot of people that like to listen to our conversations so we needed a secret sport to talk about these conversations. what spot should we talk at? soon we found the hedge and we made that our… secret spot… and we would talk there about things nobody else was supposed to listen

…. SECRET….”

translation on right

” do you remember that we were girl scouts in 3rd grade? we would love to go to girl scouts because it was like a playdate… with you! so cringyy

“remember we once sold cookies together and you told me to shout louder? that was nice of you to not let me get embarrassed” well i’m embarrassed now WHERE ARE YOU

” nobody likes that! thank you “

honestly this was the only other diary entry ( from my side ) in this shared journal with my friend. if you’re wondering just how crazy i was this should give you an idea

[ beware ]


πš™πšŠπšœπšœπš’πš—πš πš—πš˜πšπšŽπšœ πšπšžπš›πš’πš—πš πš›πšŽπšŒπšŽπšœπšœ

ahh the good times when 15 minute breaks still existed

3rd grade:

in 3rd grade i was OBSESSED ( look how far i’ve come ) with tetherball. not so many good memories since i ‘smashed’ my nose twice with the ball but fun yay

apparently in these notes my friend had a few guinea pigs ( i couldn’t spell it correctly at the time and still can’t but i have autocorrect on my side haha ). it was a kinda just drama where nugget ( guinea pig ) loved another guinea pig called pogo but pogo hated him. 5/5 stars

” WHAT WERE YOU DOING “ sincerely my friend

” when you gave me a mood necklace friend 1, friend 2, friend 3 got jealous! they were angry at you and me” boohoo 😦

so i am making a bff necklace for them and me. i am hoping they will become my friends again”

” now i’m jealous” sincerely same friend

haha third grade me. very baby. i don’t know if that made any sense at all but in conclusion: > DRAMA <

➷ ➷ ➷ ➷ ➷

random blurb in the same diary from 3rd grade. i’m not even gonna say anything… ahh


no words

πŸΈπš—πš πšπš›πšŠπšπšŽ πšŠπš”πšŠ πš’ πšπš˜πš›πšŒπšŽπš πš–πš’ πšπš›πš’πšŽπš—πš 𝚝𝚘 πš πš›πš’πšπšŽ πšœπš˜πš–πšŽ πšŽπš—πšπš›πš’πšŽπšœ

yes i did. i made her write one about me and one about her family :

*sobs* so sweet.

on the right side was an entry where she talked about DIFT which stood for: dinner in front of tv, and 2nd grade me was so annoying that i corrected it from ” DIFT ” to ” DIFOT ” i still hold that grudge. ( jk im sorry )


yeah no.

πš’ πš‘πš˜πš™πšŽ 𝚒𝚘𝚞 πš•πšŠπšžπšπš‘πšŽπš 𝚊𝚝 πš–πšŽ

seriously – don’t let my sacrifice be in vain


: ) ehe

as usual never forget to show your support for the Black Lives Matter community no matter the case!

List of Petitions

Support Black Owned Businesses

Major list for BLM protests, petitions, and resources to educate yourself

β˜… β˜… β˜…

Petitions on issues around the world ( don’t donate to itself )

if you have any other links for BLM + other major issues going around the world please comment them down below and i will add them!

and of course never forget that you are a beautiful person and you are worth it ❀

61 thoughts on “reacting to my old diaries

  1. Great post!! I had fun reading this!! Your featured image is really good!! I use Canva but I can’t do it, just can’t!! I really NEED to learn to!!

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  2. Loved this post Sara! Your diary entries were so much fun to read πŸ˜€ No the duck is adorable and it was great to know about your science camp experience! Nice b-day entry πŸ˜€ don’t worry I’m also that girl who jumps into the air when she gets a new notebook/book.

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  3. omg i was also that fourth grader with 20 unfinished diaries 😳 i used to start a new diary and then think that the first page wasn’t ‘good enough,’ and then i would just tell myself that the diary was wasted and i couldn’t use it anymore hahah.

    this post was hilarious to read, but your diaries are actually really adorable and it must have been so fun to go back and read them!!! ❀️

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    1. omgggg same tho! πŸ€¦β€β™€οΈ
      i’m so glad you enjoyed ahhh! ❀
      and yup it was really fun to read them since of course i laughed at how much weirder i was back then haha!

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  4. πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚well, first of all, you are so courageous for showing your dairy to us!

    And I really loved it and laughed! Especially the spider one! πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚like your dairy was so scared of the spider just as you were πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚(just kidding)

    You really have a big heart for issues going on in the world. I love that πŸ‘πŸ½

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    1. haha thank you! for some reason i’m fine with embarrassing myself since this is my past self afterall!
      i’m glad you found it funny – yeah i was terrified of spiders, still don’t like them that much though!
      thank you!! it’s important to help in all ways and raise awareness and i know many other people are doing that as well πŸ˜€

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      1. My utmost pleasure!

        Yeah πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚it’s always nice going back to your past self’s memories and having a good laugh.

        πŸ˜…πŸ˜…I haven’t seen dangerous spiders in my life! Only the harmless/domestic ones.

        Yes, keep up being the best βœ¨βœ¨πŸ‘πŸ½

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